I can haz blawg?

I swear today has went by so slow. I have been absolutely miserable. I woke up at 9, freezing, and to top it off I cried half of the night. You know, it never really hit me this hard that I lost the person I loved the most in the world. My parents are remodeling the house. It's been so hectic. Everytime I turn around something looks different and there is so much noise. I really hate alot of noise mainly because I get headaches easily. I should probably see a doctor about it but I always get them during this weather. We put new windows in the front of the house today and it looks really good.

I really miss my friends from school. The things we all use to do. The memories I made. It sucks that I left that all behind and I do regret it alittle. Though I did whats best for myself, there will always be a part of me that will regret it.

Anyways
I've became really good friends with Jon. He's helped me sooo much this week with the whole situation. I probably couldn't thank him enough. No matter what happened he was there for me to cry to when no one else was. Thanks Jon. You'll always be considered my friend.